here seems to be a constant Ora radiating from me or maybe it would be a neon sign that only I can’t see that reads, ‘FUCK ME OVER’! Above my head. When it comes to somebody doing something that I need them to do, it’s always an uphill battle to get it done, I always have to ride their arse, however when the shoe is on the other foot, and somebody needs me to do something for them, all hell breaks loose, as I am expected to drop literally whatever I am doing and race to meet their needs. It has reached the point for me of beyond boiling. I am sick to death of being fucked around, fucked over and treated clearly like a fuckwitt. As for these so called health professional’s I am far from impressed, they may go to university get some corn flake box degree, but honestly I ask you how the fuck can a shrink treat somebody when they themselves have never felt what the person they claim to be helping has to live with? I am formally now of the opinion, that therapy is nothing but a con, it’s a giant waste of money and time, the therapist doesn’t actually find any solution that is some kind of magical revolution that is going to change how shit things are for you in life, you find it yourself through talking out loud whilst paying some dick head hundreds of dollars, who really doesn’t give a flying fuck. After going through god only knows how many so called specialists in my life time, I have formed my above opinion from experience. I am picking that the therapist that sees any one of you out there in the World Wide Web, wouldn’t have a fucking clue what you looked like. I have never believed in things like rehab for instance, fact is once and addict you are always an addict, but this who flung dung rehab thing we have produced in our lives is simply a way of making ourselves think we are healed! The fact is we are no less an addict after rehab than we were when we went in, we are simply fighting now to fight the urge to go back to using whatever we got our clever arse’s hooked on to begin with. 12 steps have to be the biggest load of shit since fuck the bible for goodness sake. 12 steps is designed for us to fail, and end up back at step one. That’s just my thoughts on all the above right now, I am simply not the optimistic person that seems to think that every cloud has a silver lining, because reality proves time after time there is no silver fucking lining! The glass is not half full, it simply was never full to begin with, therefore this cliché is another load of shit. We believe what we want to believe yet neglect to see things for what they are. We tend to call this human, I see it as plain stupidity.