Y Bother

Looking back through things in life that I can’t say I regret, I wonder to myself were certain lessons really worth the lesson that they taught?

I mean really was it that important for me to figure out the hard way by living and learning certain things that they were totally fucked up anyway?

Regardless these are lessons that I have learnt, despite ignoring the voice in the back of my mind telling me the opposite to what my actions were doing.

Ok so I have lived learned, been burned and continue to live and learn  each day, each day just when you think you cannot possibly be shocked by another thing, there it is, the shocked thing faces you, as you come to a stop, a dead stand still, realising that your wrong by assuming that nothing else could possibly shock you.

Not surprisingly it is normally the stupidity of someone else that seems to raise that feeling that begins to set my blood from warm turning it right up to fucking boiling, and then beyond the point of boiling right into the bursting point where I find myself spewing my thoughts out in my blogs.

Yet I am still amazed at the utter disregard that humans show towards one another, how a grown man can continue walking past a couple arguing at a bus stop as he witness’s the female laying into the male, as the male out of sheer frustration hits her in the side of her face, throwing her down onto the concrete as the passer-by continues to walk on as though nothing out of the ordinary has occurred.

Regardless of how or why the couple are fighting, no man nor women has the right to physically assault another person, yet we as humans still continue to do this to one another, meanwhile people passing by would rather not get involved, as they claim it’s not their business.

What the fucking hell?

It’s not their business to get involved, but they will go about their day and tell their friends that they saw some chick get smashed into the pavement, after she laid into the boyfriend while they were waiting for the bus.

That really pisses me off.

Or worse, you know that a child is being hit and hit in a way that no kid deserves by their parent, who is ten times the size of this child, and you know that you cannot do anything about it.

Ok so you do the things you can, maybe you complain to the cops or the child safety wankers, about suspected child abuse, yet really this does not stop the fact that this kid is having the shit kicked out of him or her behind closed doors.

There are some things in our world that continue to shock and utterly piss me off, yet one voice which is normally my voice, makes very little actually no fucking difference in changing things that are not right within our world.

Sometimes I find myself wondering why the hell I even bother, and then I remember, I bother because I care, I bother because I can’t sit by and justify a homeless man dying on a public bus stop, with no family, I bother because I will be fucking heard out there somehow somewhere, sometime.

What goes around does come around, I know it does, just pisses me off at times how long the universe takes when using karma and inflicting onto others the pain and ongoing bullshit they continue to inflict onto others


About Angel O'Fire

New Zealand born, this kiwi chick took flight to live in the great land down under in Queensland Australia in 1988. I am clumsy at times not known for my tact and or grace, straight to the point, and somewhat impatient, I have come to accept that what is in this life simply is. Far from religious, I do not believe in a divine god per say that will come down and save the world, although I accept each to their own when it comes to their views and beliefs of what religion is or should be. I consider myself to be my own worst critic as I tend to strive for best, and have a tendency to push myself physically and emotionally beyond my limits. Still naive at times, still hoping to see the good rather than the bad in people, this has not been one of the qualities that I can say I am fond of, as it has come to burn me time after time over the years. I am a strong believer in Karma, as I do believe in what we put out is what we do get in return, good bad or indifferent. With a tendency to stand my ground when it comes to opinions, as we all have one, there is no right nor wrong, it is a perspective, a view point on how we view a subject. Zero tolerance for others who are self-riotous, I have no interest in people who claim to have never done any wrong in their lives, and who judge others, prior to walking in those they cast judgement upon’s shoes. I am just your average girl who is trying to make my way through life as it is. I am a mother, lover, friend, partner, co-worker, manager, coach, and referee, a Jill of all trades. A firm believer that ‘ignorance is not bliss’ nor is ‘ignorance’ and excuse to be an arsehole in the world we live in today, those who continue to use the ‘ignorance is bliss’ rule are plainly arrogant and uneducated. I love the water, beach surf and sand, the water is where I seem to find myself when I need to take 5 mins out of life's hectic cycle. I figure that each to their own, as it takes all kinds of people to make the world go round. I believe that life is not learnt out of a text book, and often wonder why we teach our lessons from one to our growing generations. Although I can be a surprising wealth of knowledge I find it amazing how a person can actually no so much about nothing, yet be a master of the topic. I am that girl who cuts her jeans into shorts because she got hot, am not one to enjoy shopping, in fact I hate the entire nightmare of going shopping and it has me fkd how so many chicks say 'lets make a day of it' and love bouncing from shop to shop looking at things that are well pointless. All in all that is me so hello world I'm Angel.
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3 Responses to Y Bother

  1. Society has adopted this “mind your own business” policy. Add that with the “I don’t want to make this my problem” and here we are. Complete disregard. It is screwed up.

    I’m a teacher, so in my state, that makes a peson a mandated reporter, whether I’m on the clock or not. I am trained to recognize signs of abuse and neglect, and I’m held accountable by the law to report suspected cases to the proper authorities. I’m glad it works that way here. Because at least there are some people out there looking out for each other.

  2. Angel O'Fire says:

    Society has become more selfish, more materialistic, just more me, me, me as we rush around in our busy worlds, we forget the things that
    matter the most, too often a person will walk around a situation rather than stop to offer assistance which really does piss me off,
    however as I shrug my shoulders i guess it is how it is……thanks for your comment honey (((hugs)))

  3. {HUGS} It pisses me off too. I think about things, like the video of the policemen beating a homeless guy to death. This person just stood there, making video, while these guys did it. Why don’t you call 911 in the meantime? There has to be another municipality that can step in! How is it that these horrible things have become atrocious spectacles?

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